Christmas Time

Merry Christmas to all! Hope you are all healthy and had a wonderful christmas experience. We have been blessed in so many ways. We were able to get together with my mom, brothers and sisters and their families at Karen's new house. Then again yesterday at our house, Mom, her sisters and their families, Maw-maw, Mrs. Linda G., Todd, Christi and my family were all together again. It was so enjoyable, so nice to visit with everyone.

With Mom's decline in healthy - our families and friends have a different prospective on holiday time. It is a time to be truly be together , to make happy memories, no need for fussing and petty things, etc... Mom is so strong and such a role model for so many. She has been sick since the day after Thanksgiving and has not been able to bounce back. She has also stopped taking chemo. We will be talking to the doctors soon about other options. Some days-hours-minutes or better than others; but overall she is coping well. If you get a chance, drop her a line to say hello. She might not talk and sometimes does not want visitors or just sleeps; but appreciates the continued prayers and support.

As for the family, we are doing well and are leaning on each others. I can definitely say some moments are harder than others; but we take it one day at a time and make every moment count. Do you ever remember your parents telling you that they want more for you than they had/received? Well, I hope I can give my children what my parents have given to me. I want to be like them - so loved, so respected, so giving, always knows the right things to say and do. My parents truly are the greatest and I thank God everyday for him to give me such great parents and such a great friend as my Mom.

This year's new years resolution setting had almost been forgotten about with our father dying 24 years ago in December, Mom being so sick, kids, school, work, etc...all in this month... December 2008 has been quite difficult. As I sit (at work) and think about the new beginnings that come with each traditional New Year's... I find myself wondering why we only celebrate the new year when we have 12 chances each year to start anew or even better "Each Day is A New Day". Why can't tomorrow really be a new day instead of a repeat of yesterdays past.

After reflecting on my past year and especially this month, my 2009 resolutions are easily set and will be far more difficult to reach than the traditional lose weight and be a better person ones as in the past.
(1) I will work to be 1/2 as good of a parent to my children as my parents are to me.
(2) I will treat each day as a new beginning.
(3) I will take time out of my daily duties to stop and enjoy the people and things around me.

I know I have ramble, but my thoughts needed to come out. I should read this, but am going to post without editing. No sympathy needed as I JUST realized I am one of the luckiest people alive as I have been blessed with so much. Sometimes we get stuck thinking of all the things that we don't have - that we forget to be thankful for we have.

I love all of you!
Kim

Weekend plans went down the drain

On friday like all weekends, our weekend was jammed with parties, outtings and halloween celebrations. But on Friday evening, our plans suddenly changed - first Lauren, then Chris and finally Joseph all had come down with the stomach bug. Yes, I now know it is going around. Fortunately for Annalise and I, we did not get it. We spent the weekend playing and cleaning out the house. It was kind of nice to have a weekend at home to piddle with the small stuff. On Sunday, since all were feeling better - the girls and I ventured to Boo at the Zoo for a little practice run on the trick or treating. We had a good time and got a bag full of candy and of course, mommy got sucked into buying 2 halloween ghost for the "cheetah cause".

Here are a couple of pictures.

The spider covering hurricane damage.

Lauren and Annalise with their bat wings.

Annalise's favorite halloween blow-up.

The girls were not to sure if she was real or not.

Oh - How Time Flies....

Time has just flown by this past month...

Annalise, Lauren and Joseph

Joseph is now 4 months old. He is growing so quickly. At his 4 month check-up, he weighed 13 lbs 11 oz. He is cooing and telling stories to anybody and everybody who looks at him. He is such a happy baby. He is just recovering from a nasal infection that has affected his eating significantly for the past month. He is doing much better now. Keep your fingers crossed that they are wrong and it is not allergy related.

Joseph at 3 Months.Lauren and Annalise are doing great in school. They both have wonderful teachers who keep them busy ~ growing and learning. They also both choose to be Little CPS cheerleaders this year. Their schedules were thrown off from the hurricanes, but I will post a picture of them cheering.

Annalise

Lauren

Mom is doing great with chemo. She just began her third round last wednesday. Her tumor is getting smaller and her count is going down. Just continue to pray that it stays that way. As all of us know, at any time - the medicine can stop working for her.

Catching Up

In the last month, we have been extremely busy.

Mom ~ The new chemo "Abraxane" is going well. This past weekend she began to notice that she is starting to lose her hair. Initially, this sounds like a bad thing; but actually it is a great sign that the medicine is actually working. Thanks to one of Mom's dear friends (The Lewis') - she has LSU bandanas/dorags to sport around. She is so proud of them too. Her spirits are good on most days. Some days are a little rougher than others, but she has shown us that she will always be our "rock". I will get concerned when she stops complaining about the crazy people and the food:) I think this is truly her entertainment that she shares with all of us.

Lauren and Annalise ~ They are both doing extremely well at school. Lauren makes sure that Annalise's teacher is taking good care of her little sister. She checks up on her at least twice a day. Annalise's has adjusted well to "big girl school". She is following her teachers directions for the most part. Annalise has to go eat lunch in the office sometimes due to her allergies. Well, not to long ago, Annalise said that it is okay if she gets in trouble because Mrs. Lisa or Mrs. Frazier (the principal) will whip her because they are friends. She eats lunch with them. Oh, is she in for a surprise??? She thinks she has it all figured out - wrong!

Well with the landing of Hurricane Gustav and Ike, there cheerleading debut for the year has been postponed twice. They are so beyond excitement. They are cheering laying in their beds at night until they fall asleep or get in trouble (usually the latter). I will post pictures as soon as they get to cheer.

Joseph ~ he is getting big - 3 1/2 months old now. He's such a happy baby; at least when I am around:) He is now rolling both ways, reaching for toys, laughing out loud at his crazy sisters and Dixie. He likes to pet her and touch her nose. It is still to early to tell if he has any allergies.

Hurricane Updates - Gustav left us with many down tree limbs and no utilities for a week. Other than being hot and cranky, we could not complain much. Thank goodness that my in laws got utilities so the kids and I could camp out over there and soak up some A/C during the day; as well as wash some clothes. We were fortunate that the days were overcast and nights were cool as for as LA summer conditions. The generator and window a/c helped too.

Christi and Todd and their families rode the storm out at Christi's house. Karen and her family were in Folsum at the farm, Carl and Cheryl were safe at their home, and Nancy had Maw-maw with them in Alex. As we did not receive any severe damage neither did the rest of the family and we were all able survived the power outage.

And lastly, Mom stayed at the rehab center during both hurricanes and did better than all of us. They had a back up generator that kept them semi-operable. Plenty of CNAs to care for all the patients. They had a good number that evacuated from the New Orleans and surrounding area to her home. Good news, they brought a great cook with them. She enjoyed the food and was actually without lights for only one day.

Hurricane Gustav

I just wanted everyone to know that we are all safe and no one has any major damage. I am busy trying to get my work server up and running again so will have to post at a later time more details.

Mom's First Chemo Treatment

Mom did her first chemo treatment on Thursday. It was a 3 1/2 hour treatment. She felt "blah" on Friday, but on Saturday was feeling a little better. The kids and I had a nice visit with Mom. Sunday, Mom was sounding much better and Christi and Mrs. Roma both brought Mom food. Christi and the older girls were also able to visit with Mom. She said they had a nice visit.

Mom's next chemo treatment is on Wednesday. Keep your fingers crossed and pray that she continues to take the treatments well.

Mom's latest doctor appointments

Mom's tumor markers have been increasing over the last 4 months. We tried a different hormone, but it did not control the cancer. The cancer has now spread to her liver. After several doctor appointments and weeks of research; Mom will be doing a new chemo beginning today. It is not suppose to make her sick like traditional chemo. It is relatively new, but effective according to all reports. She will take it for three weeks and then off for a week. She will do this for 4-6 months; as long as it is working.

Please keep her in your prayers that she will have the strength to tolerate the chemo emotionally and the physical side effects that comes with receiving chemo.

The big sisters are one year older...

Since our last post, we have been celebrating birthdays and getting prepared to head back to work and school. I am not sure who will have a harder time adjusting to our new schedule. We are guessing it will be Dixie; she has not been locked up in weeks.

Annalise asked for a field journal, polly pockets, and littlest pet shop stuff.

Lauren asked for a pink 4-wheeler. Both girls wanted to spend their birthdays at the mall shopping, eating Chick-Fil-A, carousel rides, playgrounds, cookies, etc...

What's Been Happen'...

We have been so busy with trips to the grocery stores, malls, doctor appointments, birthday parties, visits to Maw-maw, dinners, small vacations, etc... No outting has been to extensive due to my slow recovery. I am doing better, but the doctor says it will take awhile for a full recovery. Joseph, Lauren and Annalise are great. All have adjusted to the changes. We are having a blast this summer; enjoying the slow pace of our new lifestyle. I have actually slowed down and have been able to play with the girls and admire my new little fellow. What a joy!! Yes, I am going back to work. I still am not sure when. We will have to wait to see when I feel good enough to go back and ready to relinguish my new lifestyle of sleeping late, rocking, reading, playing and swimming for the remainder of the day.

I hope to send out the new pics from some of our outtings soon, but as my time is coming to an end very quickly. I am enjoying each day with the kids and being a temporary stay at home mom. I never thought that I would make it as a "stay at home" parent, but with the price of gas and daycare... I think I could get accustom to it.

Our First Outtings

After a week of a slow recovery, Saturday we ventured out for a couple of hours to Granny's house to eat and visit with the family. Sunday was Mom's birthday, we surprised her at Ralph & Kacoo's. It was great Nanny, Christina, MawMaw, Aunt Pat, Aunt Linda, Uncle Paul, Melissa, Pete, Chris and I w/the kids, and Christi and the girls along with Hanna were all present. She was so surprised and excited. I believe she had an amazing birthday. Thanks to all in attendance - special thanks sent to A.Linda/U.Paul for picking up Mom and to Nanny for bringing MawMaw.

Yesterday, Mrs. Delores and I decided to take the kids to the zoo for our first outting. It was hot, but there was a slight breeze to help alittle. After the zoo, we were off to Chick-Fil-A to eat and play on the indoor playground; then to see MawMaw and my brother. We had a slight change in plan when we had to take Annalise to the doctor for a reaction that she was having, but all is well.

The day was great, the kids were great and all slept well last night. Thanks again DeDe for coming to help. As always, we love your visits.

Home Again

We made it home on Sunday at mid-afternoon. After arriving at home, Chris and I unpacked the bags from the hospital; while the girls doted over there new little brother. It was not long after being home that Joseph, Lauren and I settled in for a nice long well deserved nap. It was so refreshing. Thanks to Christi and the girls for bring supper over. It was delicious and so nice not to have to worry about cooking.

Joseph is a great baby. He seldom cries and loves to lay in his bassinet. He is not a lap baby (yet). He likes to stretch out and look around. The second night in the hospital, he had a rough night with his formula. Last night, his first night at home was good. He slept from 12midnight until 5 this morning, took a bottle and right back to sleep until 9 a.m. No complaints from Chris nor I. I pray that he continues to do so well. We have truly been blessed with great children. Thank goodness, because I know I like and need my sleep.

We thank everyone for the visits and kindness that have been received and offered. We could not have done it so easily without your help.

Special thanks to Christi and Aunt Linda/Uncle Paul for taking care of Mom. Just for the record, if given the choice of a family - I would choose mine.

Welcoming Joseph...

Annalise and Lauren welcoming Joseph Christopher into the family.

He weighed in at 6 pounds 3.9 ounces and was 19 3/4 inches long.

I am recouping and doing well.
Chris, Lauren and Annalise are also adjusting well to our expanded family.

Thanks for all of the visits, gifts, support and well wishes:)

Preparations

Two more days... Friday morning we are scheduled for an induction; Chris and the girls know the plan for their weekend and are excited about their activities. The house is as ready as it is going to get for a new baby and we are still working on a name. Packing of the bags will come tomorrow. Special thanks to Elaine & Matt and Brady & Shannon for taking time to make special days for our girls. I am not sure if they are more excited about their brother or their planned adventures.

What has been going on?

Sorry, I have not posted in awhile, but work has been extremely busy.

Mom's test results came back and they are changing her to a new medicine. The test were okay, but did show signs of her cancer counts increasing slightly. They will re-test in one month to determine if the new med is working to reduce this count. Mom is in good spirits and takes it all in stride. She is a miracle and thankful for every one's prayers and continued support.

Baby Boy Leep has turned again and is cooperating. He is scheduled to make his entrance on May 30. I will go back to the doctor on Tuesday for further testing. We are praying and have started to get his room ready for his arrival. The girls are beside themselves with anticipation and counting down the days.

School is out for the girls and their summer has officially begun. Special thanks to Granny for keeping them this week. They have enjoyed her doting over their every move.

Chris' new toy

This is Chris' New Toy...

and to think there is still bigger.

Special Thanks!!

I would like to thank everyone for all of the great gifts for our baby boy. Lauren and Annalise enjoyed opening all of the presents. My friends and family never cease to amaze me at their generousity. Special thanks to Elaine and Marty for giving the shower and for all in attendance. Also to Christi who took lots of pictures that I hope to be posting later this week.

Cara and her soldier...

One of my Baton Rouge co-workers, Cara, as most of you know her husband just recently left for Iraq . He is there with his brother. One of our local news stations surprised Brian and Michael by having them interviewed. Cara, her boys and the Steven's family were all at the TV station and were able to talk to them. I know Cara and I know just how much she misses Michael, so being able to see him and see that he looked wonderful meant the world to her....and also for Brian's wife and their parents to be able to talk to them...how awesome! Please keep their families in your thoughts and prayers. We need them to make it back home safely and I know you join me in saying we THANK them for what they are doing to serve our country and fight for our freedom. Thank you Brian & Michael...we love you! Of course when you see the clip, you'll see why I got even more emotional. www.nbc33tv.com

Cute Things Kids Say

When I picked up Lauren today, she was deep into telling a dramatic story when she kicked out a "Well Holy Cat Tails!"

Sorry so busy:(

Hey all! Just wanted to drop a quick note to let you know what all is going on.

First, Mom is doing well. She had her 3 month scans done today. She is tired, but in good spirits. She will go to the doctor next week for the results and her monthly checkup with the oncologist.

Secondly, I am busy at work and at home. Weekends seem to be packed with school activities, birthday parties, yard and housework, cutting trees, shopping and preparing for a new baby. We still have been getting Mom at least one day a weekend. It is a break for both Mom and I, it gives her a chance to get out and me a chance to stay home.

The baby doctor visits are going well. About 5 weeks left. I am finally starting to slowly get over my chest cold and congestion that I have had for two and a half weeks now. Still no room painted, no bed up, no name, no godparents; but we will be ready when our little guy decides to come into this world.

On the 19th, Lauren was in a beauty pageant at her school. We were so proud that she did it. She won a metal. And got lots of flowers from all of her "fans" (Thanks Nonnie!). We were so surprised that she walked on stage and did her twirls and occasionally gave a smile and a little wave to me. My sweet little angel ~ I am so proud of her. She is just getting so big - so fast. From there, Chris and the girls were off to Landon's Birthday Party; while Mom and I came home to get some housework done. It doesn't sound like fun, but was great to clean (really clean) my house in 2 1/2 hours. What a great treat for me!

Last weekend was not as productive, I was in slow motion and had a hard time getting going. With so much going on and a busy next couple of weeks and weekends, I will do my best to get some pictures of our activities and scoop posted as soon as possible.

Take care to all and sorry for those of you who I haven't gotten around to emailing back.

What a Great Weekend!

On Friday evening, we did not do much; but, oh how nice that was. Saturday, I decided that I needed to start getting ready for the baby. Therefore, where else would I start but off to the mall with Granny and Marty. Thanks to Marty our baby boy will have some clothes to wear. This eased my mind enough that shopping for the day was over. From there, we went back to their house where Chris and the girls met me.

Chris had a great day, he was at their neighbor's house trimming trees and splitting wood. He was so in his element; plus the bonus was the kids were not around. Lauren and Annalise were playing with Nicholas and Landon; and eagerly awaiting the arrival of Kylie (Lauren's BF) and Brant (her brother and Nick's friend). The kids played and played. They could not have been happier. And me either, Chris was in the trees, the girls were playing outside with their cousins and friends, and I was sitting outside on the swing watching everyone so full of life and happiness.

Mom spent the afternoon with Christi and David at Caitlyn's gymnastic meet. In which, I understand she did great (as always). Keep it up Caitlyn!

Although, I did not get anything that I had planned done... I had a remarkable weekend.

D.C. Update

Dodie came home last night from the hospital. Kyle says she is doing better.

"The Big Sisters" Get Prepared

This past Saturday, Annalise and Lauren both took separate classes on how to be a big sister. Annalise was a little apprehensive, but later in the weekend showed she was listening. She was all eyes in the hospital tour and loved all of the books about babies and siblings and what she could do. Her favorite part - the certificate, big sister sticker, and pin "I'm A Prepared Big Sister".

Annalise with her pin.

Lauren was in a large class and was very active. She listened, answered and asked questions. She knows her role and that she will definitely have to learn everything so she can help Daddy when Mommy and Baby Boy (still no name) are in the hospital for those 2 days. She has the details worked out for her, Annalise and Daddy until I get home and then some.

Lauren feeding and diapering her anatomically correct baby boy.

Update on Dodie

She was moved to a room yesterday and is feeling better. Her throat is sore and she is coughing alot. She is getting lots of rest now; which enables the fluid in her lungs to break up and come out. Thanks for all the prayers and well wishes.

Thanks to my California Cousins!!

Special thanks to two of my cousins on my father's side who came from California and stopped by today for a visit with Mom and lunch with us. It was such a welcoming break. It is amazing when you begin to visit with someone you have not seen in 15+ years. They had not changed much from what I remember. It was so good to see pictures of my Aunt Voncile also. I remember going to her house after my father passed away and listening to all of the stories that her and my Uncle Eddie told. Those are such great memories to have and pass down to my girls.

Mom was thrilled and so in her element with their visit. I have heard from her numerous times about how nice it was and how glad she was to have that visit with them. Special thanks to them for the visit and lunch! Especially making Mom so happy:)

Prayers are always appreciated

My friend Dodie is in the hospital in critical care. She was admitted into the hospital on Monday with pneumonia. I went to visit her in ICU this morning; only to be greeted by her parents, sister-in-law and doctor. The grim look on their faces really made my heart sink. Dodie was laying in that bed obviously scared. The doctor started telling us that he was going to do a broncioscope (sp?) to test the matter in her lung. This is a highly dangerous procedure; therefore, she would have to be placed on life support.

The procedure did not take long, but her parents and son had a little scare afterwards. I stayed with her so that they could all go eat. The doctor finally came back with the results of the CT scan in which he determined that they would not have to do another broncioscope. This was excellent news. He would keep monitoring her and in 24-48 hours start weaning her off of the oxygen and breathing machines. By the time I left her oxygen had been reduced from them giving her 100% to 70%. She is still heavily dependent on these machines. The next couple of days will be critical.

I hear that this is common, but I heard the doctor myself say that there were a number of things that he just could not explain. My request is that you pray for her and her family as they mean so much to me.

Tire Trouble Continues...

You can't help but laugh! I went again this morning to get my tire fixed. This time I had a nail in the left front tire. It has been there for a week or two that I noticed. I went yesterday, but they were busy; so he put air in my tire and sent me on my way until my appointment this morning.

As I walked into the door, I was greeted with a kind personable hello and a "do you want to pay today or should we bill your account". Since I had not given any information - at this point I begin to question myself if I just might frequent this place to much? As I sat and waited for the repair, I counted SEVEN (yes, 7) tires repaired or replaced due to nails, blow outs, patch replacements, etc... all since January 3.

Well, April Fools on me... I had both front tires with leaks in them. A nail in the left one and the right one was not fixed properly and the plug was already beginning to leak. Lauren and I had this one fixed two weeks ago by our house. MY tire guy warned me against that. Undoubtedly, there are different kinds of repairs. There are patches and plugs. Well, the one in the right tire was a plug that had not completely filled the hole.

Karma? Hmmm...

Grant's Birthday Party

Happy 4th Birthday to Grant!! Thanks for inviting us to your Bouncing Tiger party on Saturday. We had so much fun jumping and bouncing and running through the cool train. The "army" treat bags were a huge hit. Lauren and Annalise are still playing with them. Where else would they get army men?

Grant's Delicious Birthday Cake!! Yummy:)

Annalise, Mrs. Cara, Lauren and Grant

Annalise and Lauren

Kyndal and Annalise (Trouble x2)

Tree Cutting

We have been planning, scheduling and rescheduling for months to cut TJ's (a guy I work with) trees. Finally on Sunday, it happened. Three pine trees down and pruning of a fourth one. The weather was beautiful, we had help from Matt and Elaine; as well as Lauren and Annalise who helped pick up the limbs. I was amazed that in only 2 hours - it was done.

Sorry, you have to look sideways.

Elaboration to Easter event

Chris' black eye was the result of him breaking his nose. Sorry no pictures of the crooked nose, because he went into the bathroom and cracked it back into place before I could get to the camera. Carl was both amazed and thankful. Thankful that it was not him that got hit by the fierce vine that got caught on the rack of the 4-wheeler and popped Chris. Thankful that Chris decided not to duck and "took one for the team".

For those of you who are concerned, the vine was okay. Although, Chris did later take the machete and chop it into many small pieces for revenge.

For me, I have had a week of laughter. Since I am the one who usually does something stupid; turnaround has been really nice:) I have shared the story with everyone I know and some I did not know. Chris has been a real sport and taken the laughter in stride.

Cara- Chris says if he still has a black eye - he will be coming to Grant' s party just to give you some laughs. That will be your chance (or his) to punch the other in the nose:)

Easter

Easter was full of laughter, good food and family fun.

Here is some of the kids playing.

My favorite surprise was seeing my friend Dodie and her family.

My biggest shock - Eli is just getting so big!!

My favorite food was the brownies. Thanks Liz:)

Most shocking moment - Carl riding a 4-wheeler.

Funniest moment - Chris getting a black eye riding the 4-wheeler with Carl. hehe

Aquarium of the Americas

The day after the Christening, we decided to walk the Riverwalk and take the girls to the Aquarium. We had not been since Katrina hit in 2005. It has definitely changed since then. The girls favorite section was the Mississippi Delta exhibit. It was everything that they are familiar with (alligators, turtles, jellyfish, etc...). I was so proud of Lauren who conquered her fears and was interested in touching all the animals on display. It turned into such an educational experience for us all; as Lauren always has more questions than we have answers for. We found ourselves reading the placards to get the answers to so many of her questions.

Annalise and Lauren

Christening of the "Bill Tullier" in New Orleans

The Christening of the Bill Tullier was an amazing experience. If you ever get the opportunity to attend such an event; it would be my recommendation not to miss it. It is something that my family will always treasurer. The girls were excited about seeing a boat like Uncle Pete works on. They asked tons of questions and were intrigued by most of the events. As you can see from the pictures - Lauren, Annalise, Nicholas and Landon were little ladies and gentlemen. Thanks Billy T!!

Easter Bunny Photo

Lauren and the Easter Bunny.

(Where's Annalise? At this time, I am holding her. Maybe next time?)

Sugar levels are okay

I had yet another doctor visit today and everything was fine. All my bloodwork came back okay and I passed the glucose screening test. I am measuring fine and have officially gained 10 pounds. Right on target with 12 weeks to go:)

We talked more about labor and delivery. He also mentioned that this baby is measuring larger than the girls did. He must have seen the panic on my face, because he immediately began to comfort me with all the precautions he has prepared for this time. (For those who don't remember or know, I had Annalise without an epidural. It was not by choice.)

Yes, we have made a decision!

After several weeks of searching for the perfect bunk beds for the girls, this is the one that we all agreed upon with the proper bedding.

And no, no talks about a name yet.

The Results are in...

Today was the big day - Allergy results are in!

Annalise's results were excellent news. Her allergies are getting better. Her counts have reduced on almost everything including apples. Apples had been a +5 (worse) and resulted in anaphylactic symptoms and countless trips to see the doctors. This count is now a mid 2.

The not as good news is that she is now testing at a medium level for egg whites. This is the first we have heard of this allergy; but very manageable. (I think!) Lucky for us, I work with a girl named Cara whose son has allergies but their reactions are different. I know she will be my guide into the new phase of avoidance of egg whites.

Dr. gave us a new prescription for a nasal spray to help alleviate some of the symptoms from her chronic rhinitis.

Annalise will have to continue to carry an EpiPen, daily medication and a nasal spray especially with the SpringTime coming. Spring is our most active allergy period.

Another prayer needed...

Last weekend, we received our school packet for this fall for both Lauren and Annalise. Tuition increase was drastic. We found ourselves contemplating what to do. After several sleepless nights, late night chats, number crunching and figuring, and phone calls and emails with all the parents we know. I also found myself being stopped in the local stores by people I did not even know to determine what we were going to do (I had Lauren with me in her uniform). It is amazing that everyone is so stressed by this change. A number of Lauren's friends have already decided that they will not be returning next year. This is huge; since some of this kids have been together since they were 6 months old.

During the week, I have been on the phone with numerous schools, school boards, and administrators in our quest to do what is best in the long run for our girls. As every other parent has been in the school. Please pray that we (all the parents) are given the strength and judgement to make the right decision for their future.

Update and A great laugh...

Since Valentine's Day we have been pretty non-stop. Saturday after V-Day, I picked up Mom and picked up T.J. Ribs. She has been asking for them for weeks (maybe months). Monday through Thursday of last week, I was in a training class with three 'hot' LA State Troopers as my instructors. It made it very easy to attend the class; focusing - now that was a different story. Friday and today, I have been playing catch up.

On Saturday, Annalise and I picked up Mom and made our way searching for bunk beds, visiting Carl and Mrs. Mary, and meeting Christi and the girls at the mall. By the time Mom made it to our house she was exhausted and ready to go back to the rehab center. Chris and Lauren built a tire swing that Lauren had requested earlier in the week.

For those of you who need a laugh and know me well... tonight as we were eating 'steak' fajitas for supper... I was talking on the phone and obviously forgot to chew and once again CHOKED on steak. I am okay and not sure when I will learn how to eat steak without choking.

Valentine's Day

Valentine's Day was great!

The night before we went out to eat with some friends (Matt and Elaine) and their girls Lauren and April to The Chimes. That was the first time for everyone to go but me. The evening was enjoyed by all.

Valentine's morning the girls were little angels jumping and scurrying around anxiously awaiting their school parties. Waking up to everyone in great moods, eager to go to school and actually on time was amazing. Valentine's hugs and kisses were shared by all.

On my way to work, I surprised Mom with a Valentine's morning visit and her goodies. All she wanted was a couple of snacks and a new remote control. Easy enough... she was so happy over a remote control. I guess it is kind of hard being in a wheelchair and having to watch the same channel all day and night or actually have to get up and MANUALLY change it. Okay, I know we don't remember those days that would make us old or something. hehe.

While I drove home from working late, I contemplated the mood of the house and what surprises might be awaiting me. And I don't mean gifts... I mean another appliance breaking, school notes (Annalise), needs for bandaids, Dixie poo on the floor, kids on a sugar high, etc... To my surprise, Chris had everything (mostly) under control. I was greeted by the girls playing in a large washer and dryer box and Chris hooking up the hoses to the new washer. Ah, what a great husband... a week with no washer was stressful; but we lucked out with picture day and a spirit day in the same week. So the three uniforms we had worked out perfectly, except Lauren does not like all of them.

The girls gave me lots of hugs and kisses, exchanged gifts, took a nice bubble bath, ate and snuggled in for the night. We were asleep by 9pm; while Daddy (Chris) decided that he would help catch up on some of the laundry and try out the new appliances. It was so nice to wake up Friday morning and have my choice of clothes. You know being pregnant only gives you a limited selection of things to wear anyway.

All in all, early morning, on time, happy family (kids, husband and Mom), great day, lots of hugs, kisses, and smiles, a new book, candy, and a early night to bed snuggling with my two little angels. Definitely ranked as two thumbs up.

OB Check-Up

All is going well with our growing little baby boy and myself. The doctor and I began having the conversations about labor and delivery. The heartbeat is around 146 now. He is a little boxer. We laughed as everytime they got close to him he would begin turning and kicking. Watch out Lauren and especiall Annalise! I am feeling great.

Annalise's Allergies

Annalise went again today for more testing on her allergies. For those of you who don't know, she has had severe allergies since she was 7 months old. She is deathly allergic to apples. We carry an EpiPen just in case. Well due to some issues, we are switching allergist. The new allergist is doing the whole gammit of test. Annalise usually gets test every 6 months anyway. But this doctor wants to start over and make her own judgements. Wish I appreciate greatly the second opinion.

Lauren and I took Annalise to 3 different centers for testing. Annalise usually is held down by 3-5 people for the bloodwork. Today, she was a trooper and screamed, kicked, and hollared; but was controllable with a third person in the room on standby. She gets over it real quick with stickers, juice, and a coloring book or Dora movie. I on the otherhand, don't adjust quite so easily.

It is amusing because as parents we tell our children that we are here to protect them; BUT I am going to allow these strange ladies to stick you with needles repeatedly. Yes, I know it hurts, but it will make you feel better. her response, Mommy but I feel okay - nothing hurts now. What she has not realized is that I feel so bad for her that I just might consider buying her that horse that she always ask for if she would only ask at the right moment in time. Okay - maybe not:)

Results should be back in 10 to 12 days.

Scan Results are In!!

Today was the big day in which Mom and I were suppose to meet with the oncologist for the scan result. After an hour of confusion, I was able to meet with Dr. Hanson and Debbie (Nurse Practitioner) and get the news. How awesome to be greeted with two of the biggest smiles and a great big hug.

Debbie gave me the news that the scans were much improved and that we are going to continue with the same treatment (infusion once a month, daily pill, and lots of prayers). The pill she takes is a new treatment in which they are trying. It is not a guarantee, but well worth taking the chance. Mom's two cancer counts have continued to decline. According to Debbie, the numbers are remarkable and something that they did not anticipate seeing especially due to the severity of the cancer throughout Mom's body.

It is amazing that we have come so far. Just six months ago, we were in emergency room discovering cancer throughout her body. The doctors gave her little chance of survival (lucky to make it to the 2007 holidays). Each week when I pick Mom up for her weekly outting, I see her getting stronger and stronger. She is transferring herself with less assistance, she is getting braver at bringing herself to the bathroom and dressing herself, and her appetite has increased. I don't know if you realize, but faith, prayer and the will to live can be the odds. Like I have said before, MOM IS AMAZING... MOM IS A TROOPER... SHE IS A FIGHTER... THE FAITH - IT'S AMAZING.

My motto use to be "It Sucks!", but with all the people around me surviving, praying, and fighting so hard - "It's Amazing!" has to be my new motto.

It's all about ME!

I would like to take this time and thank everyone who has helped and continue to help us on our journey. I have learned a valuable lesson or two along the way of this cancer journey. First, I reminded I am not in control and must trust God to give me the strengthen to cope with whatever he sends my way. Second, is the value of family and friends. Thirdly is the value of time... you never know at what moment your life make change... with a phone call, accident, etc...

This past week has been great... we found out our baby is going to be a boy and the complications have been drastically reduced, Mom will not have to get additional radiation, Mom will not have to see the radiologist (Dr. Wood) for 6 months, and we have a great Christmas gathering on Saturday.

About the baby news: I am feeling and doing great. No morning sickness this go around, bleeding and blood pockets have become minimal, no longer a threat to the baby, and the baby has all his fingers and toes and appears to be healthy. Lauren is excited about having a brother and Annalise is well let's just say she will get use to it. To this note - I am filled with joy, happiness, and anticipation for our arrival.

On Saturday, we had our Christmas gathering. It was a little late, but never too late to get together with family and friends. It was very cold and wet outside and not everyone could come due to the weather and illnesses, but we had a very pleasant relaxing time. The girls were all excellent as always. We had a couple of surprise visitors that joined us. It was such a blessing. Ashley and Hanna were able to join us from Florida. Hanna got to play with some of her cousins. She is absolutely adorable and oh, so happy. She even told us "hi". It seemed like it was a gathering for the ladies; as Chris, Todd and Phillip were the only men. Therefore, Chris and Philip had to take a trip into the woods. To this - I know I have an amazing family.

Kennedy and Hanna (10 mths)

Todd, Mom and Maw-Maw

Radiologist Oncologist Update

I meet Mom at the Radiologist Oncolgoist (Dr. Wood) on Friday afternoon. He gave her the all clear for 6 months. This is the best news we have heard since this all began in August. Her condition appears stable from his perspective and no additional radiation is needed. YEAH MOM!

Baby News!

We had the sonogram done and it is going to be a boy!!!

My sweet girls...

I witnessed the sweetest and most compassionate love last night. Lauren and Annalise had been laying in Lauren's bed watching their new movie "Barbie Fairytopia - Mermaidia" . Chris and I never heard one peep or saw a movement out of them - eyes were glued to the television. We just knew that it was one of those great movies. Well as the time began to pass I began to hear Lauren softly sob. As I walked into the room, Annalise was giving Lauren her bear and trying to comfort Lauren by patting her and telling her that "it is fake". Unsure of what was going on, I questioned Lauren about her tears. She began to explain that she knows it is make believe, but it was the saddest thing ever. One of the mermaids undoubtably had a spell of some sort on her where she would become trapped under water if something did not happen and she would never get to see Bibble (her sidekick/pet) again. It was just horrible according to Lauren!! Soon after all was calm and the mermaid made it out of the water okay. Annalise insisted on watching Clifford who makes everyone laugh.

As they laid back in bed, Annalise and Lauren comforted each other with kind words and hugs and fell asleep. AHHH, to sweet.

Lauren is so sensitive and Annalise can be so compassionate!!!

From a dear friend...

"If you have ever had to deal with Cancer, you know that it is a word that just turns your world, your life and every emotion upside down.

Exactly 1 year ago today, 1/9/07, my dad was diagnosed with Cancer - Small Cell Carcinoma. It was in so many places that even though the doctor said they had an 80% success rate with curing this type of cancer, it just seemed impossible with how many tumors he had. He had a soup can sized tumor in the lung (the originator), several tumors in the liver, a large tumors by the pancreas, in the hip bone and just about his entire spine with tumors all over as well.

Dad of course heard nothing but the positives when he spoke to the doctors...my step mom was scared to death as well as the rest of us. He started radiation at the end of January and in mid February he began chemo. Dad said after the first chemo, he could take a deep breathe which is something he had not been able to do in over 8 months. He said that was also the night God came to him and told him he would be alright and everything would work out. It has been a long trying year and dad always stayed positive and knew in his heart the he would beat his cancer. He finished up with chemo in December and on January 4th, he went for his full body scan. After meeting with Dr. Billings today, his scan showed the he is CANCER FREE. Their is a dark spot on the spine, but there is no evidence of cancer (would have shown up pink on the body scan). Dr. Billings said it could be scar tissue from a tumor or it could be an underlying tumor that cancer has not yet developed. He told dad that he had two options - 1. do one more round (4 treatments) of chemo or 2. Wait 3 months and do another body scan to see if anything has developed. Of course like any other crossroad that dad has face, he always asks Billings what would he do if it were him. Billings said 1 more round...Dad didn't argue and said let start tomorrow. So even though his is going to continue with one more round of chemo - he's diagnosis is still CANCER FREE. After this last round of chemo which takes about 3 months, he will do another body scan and see if the tumor is completely gone (and know he made the right decision) and if it's still there but still shows no cancer, then he knows it is scar tissue and peace of mind that he has received two body scans that both came back CANCER FREE.

In other news, Kristin, my 8 month pregnant little sister, was taken to the hospital this morning. She passed a large clot which the doctor feels it's a small piece of the placenta that has separated. She was having some contractions, but seems to be doing much better. Her doctor said that she wanted to keeper for observations for the next 48-72 hours. Little Bodie man is doing great. He is under no stress, his vitals are all fine and he is doing his normal football exercises. They have finally admitted her into Labor and Delivery and that is where she will remain, just in case an OR is needed just for precautionary measures. Kristin is fine and is much more at ease and is just hungry - cause they won't let her eat.

Keep the prayers coming...they truly are answered."

Shannon

Orthopedic Doctor Visit Update

Aunt Pat and I took Mom to the Ortho Clinic and to get her infusion. Amazing enough, we were out of there in 2 1/2 hours. The ortho doctor did not tell us anything new, but did give Mom the clearance to continue her physical therapy. She is still not allow to walk or put any weight on her lower extremities, but this was to no surprise. We will not go back to see the ortho doctor again unless her conditions changes and she wants to proceed with the surgery (putting the rods in); which they have said would not work and would lead to more surgeries. So there really is not an option of surgery. Mom does not want surgery anyway so all is good.

Infusion went well as usual.

Next week, Mom will get the re-scans done and a follow-up visit with the radiology oncologist. I will try to update as soon as we get the results.

Take care and thanks to all for the continued prayers and emails of support.

Geaux Tigers!!!

Tonight is the big night - where LSU proves that they are #1.

Done Deal!!!! LSU TIGERS ARE #1!

Bloodwork Results

The bloodwork came back late yesterday. The swelling is NOT caused from kidney failure; which is what we feared. The upcoming scans will help determine if the swelling is caused from the cancer spreading. The doctor did say that she needed to sit more in a recliner and thanks to Vic, Jr. who once again pulled through and delivered one to Mom yesterday at lunchtime. She said this morning that the chair has already started to reduce the pain in her back and the swelling is starting to go down around her knees. The pain in her areas that are swollen are no longer sensitive to the touch. These are all huge steps in making her comfortable again.

The bloodwork did show that her calcium and protein levels were low, but she is taking meds for her calcium. Protein levels were slightly low, but could be a cause for swelling of the legs along with not using them. Nothing she can really do about these - diet and physical therapy should help keep it consistently low. Mom's tumor marker count has decreased from 450 in November to less than 250. The Tumor Marker is a count performed during each blood test. "The tumor markers are substances, usually proteins, that are produced by the body in response to cancer growth or by the cancer tissue itself. Some tumor markers are specific, while others are seen in several cancer types. Many of the well-known markers are also seen in non-cancerous conditions. Consequently, these tumor markers are not diagnostic for cancer."

In the next couple of weeks, we will be going back and forth to the doctor for rescans and follow-ups with the oncologist and radiologist oncologist.

Appointment Updates

Maw-maw got an all clear from her doctor. The surgery seems to be a success. She is having some pain from artritis in her back. Otherwise, she is in excellent health.

Mom will have some bloodwork done in the morning and the results sent to the doctor. We will call for the results later tomorrow or Friday. She also is scheduled for all her re-scans/x-rays in the next two weeks. There is still no news until after the bloodwork and scans are complete to know what the swelling is caused from.

Happy New Year to all!!!!!!!!!!!

We have no complaints about our holidays. Holidays were great - filled with children laughing and lots of family time. Mom spent Christmas Eve at our house and the most amazing thing... Santa dropped off all of her goodies at our house including her old stocking. Amazing, Lauren was sure worried about Santa pulling that one off, but he managed to pull through. Go santa!!

Saturday prior to Christmas, we got together with Karen, Carl, Christi, Todd and their families (along with Mom and us). We had a wonderful time. Christmas Day was spent with visitors coming and going throughout the day. Special thanks to Aunt Linda and Uncle Paul for taking Mom home that night. The food and company were all great. The children played well together as always and all seemed to be happy with their gifts.

For New Years, everyone was on their own. Mom was having issues with her feet and lower legs swelling; therefore, she opted to stay at the rehab center. But she did attend the festives on new year's eve at the center. New Year's Day, she had lots of visitors from Mrs. Roma and Mr. Neil to Carl and Cheryl and Aunt Linda. Aunt Linda kept her busy cleaning her room and picking up all of the holiday goods.

As I am writing this both Maw-maw and Mom are at doctor appointments. Maw-maw for her follow-up from her ack surgery and Mom for her follow-up oncology appointment. Christi also has numerous questions that we had to get answers for. I will try to update you as soon as I can.

Hope everyone had a great holiday!